I"m not going to call him...i want to give him space. It's so hard not picking up the phone. I won't do it. I need to give him space. I'm mentally exhausted. Just a really bad day. My life is so in limbo, and I don't see any light at all. I just feel like my life is spiraling down into an endless pit. I want to climb out, but don'tknow how. How do I heal? I'm so alone.