idk

stayed home from school today, definitly sick. head ach, sore throught, cough....eh this sucks and i have to go to school tomorrow idk if my mom will belive im still sick....i have kinda a bad rap with lieing about it cuz i did at least twice a week in ireland...but i really dont wanna go i really dont feel good...who cares though...i just sat in bed cutting all day, i am a mistake... always was, never wanted so who cares if i bleed...i made a small cutt on the bottem on my wrist, just to see what it felt like...i might just do it hard tonight...idk...i hate this...