idk
stayed home from school today, definitly sick. head ach, sore throught, cough....eh this sucks and i have to go to school tomorrow idk if my mom will belive im still sick....i have kinda a bad rap with lieing about it cuz i did at least twice a week in ireland...but i really dont wanna go i really dont feel good...who cares though...i just sat in bed cutting all day, i am a mistake... always was, never wanted so who cares if i bleed...i made a small cutt on the bottem on my wrist, just to see what it felt like...i might just do it hard tonight...idk...i hate this...
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Honey, just hang in there until your appt. It\'s on the 5th isn\'t it? You are NOT a mistake, people make mistakes, but God never does. Everyone who is born is unique and precious to Him. How\'s Jade today, has she settled down any? If you feel this bad I hope your mom would let you stay home--you really need her support, but if you don\'t have it, I hope and pray you can find support somewhere else. Any chance there\'s a school counselor, school psychologist, advisor...? Keep us updated and know we really do care a lot about you and the agony you\'re in right now.
Its gonna be okay, you\'re not a mistake, your family doesnt take the time out 2 be with you like they should & you\'re blessed ya know? God is blessing u now, you\'re living thats a plus! and you shouldnt be unhappy, I hope your mom will spend more time with you