cutt many times deep last night, unfortunitly missed every single vain in my arm. 4 days feeling like this, wish it would just stop! even if i have to make it
yeah i kno how u feel trust me i srated to cutt wen i was 10 and now it became apart of me and really consumes me its like i lust for the kiss of death yeah i kno how u feel
I haven\'t read all of your entries but from those I have read I can see a picture of you. I\'m happy that you have Jade. I had my little sister Barbie ( yeh, like the doll, but shaped differently ;) )
If you haven\'t talked to your school counselor, do it tomorrow! As a nurse i can\'t prescribe medicine but I just finished a class on psycho-pharmacolgy for children and teens. There are good antidepressants and anti-anxiety drugs out there. A while back the media scared parents about possible suicidal ideas resulting from antidepressants. The latest research shows that this is wrong! It\'s actually good to take these drugs if you have long term depression because they help your brain build more normal neural pathways. Which means while your brain is still growing at age 14, medicine might help reverse some of the damage that\'s been done.
You might approach your mom by telling her that you realize you\'re both unhappy. Getting help can help the family get back on track!
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yeah i kno how u feel trust me i srated to cutt wen i was 10 and now it became apart of me and really consumes me its like i lust for the kiss of death yeah i kno how u feel
I haven\'t read all of your entries but from those I have read I can see a picture of you. I\'m happy that you have Jade. I had my little sister Barbie ( yeh, like the doll, but shaped differently ;) )
If you haven\'t talked to your school counselor, do it tomorrow! As a nurse i can\'t prescribe medicine but I just finished a class on psycho-pharmacolgy for children and teens. There are good antidepressants and anti-anxiety drugs out there. A while back the media scared parents about possible suicidal ideas resulting from antidepressants. The latest research shows that this is wrong! It\'s actually good to take these drugs if you have long term depression because they help your brain build more normal neural pathways. Which means while your brain is still growing at age 14, medicine might help reverse some of the damage that\'s been done.
You might approach your mom by telling her that you realize you\'re both unhappy. Getting help can help the family get back on track!
Hope I\'m not being too preachy. Love, Jan