So...

Lastnight was not good so really with my eye removal surgery probably coming up soon enough, and my parents going through a divorce thing....my mom came out and told me because I could tell something was wrong that shes going to the doctor on Monday because she thinks she might have breast cancer and it spread...I didnt take this well at all. I pray to God all the time that it isnt cancer at all I cant loose my mom. She means everything to me and then some....Shes the only one who gets me, the only one who I feel cares about me completely. This is so hard I dont even know what to do anymore I just needed to let this out but I cant talk about it much...so Im gonna go now.