up again this morning it was 2.30
but the cats bowls were empty my bad
 
I have a flat tyre and I think one of the neigbours let it down. or maybe im just paranoid the tyres are hardly New.
 
so how do I get anywhere with a flat tyre? id been wondering what that slapping noise was :(fml I don't have enough painkillers to get me through this nightmare of Zoloft withdrawal or $ to buy more
 my guts hurts
 
may have to call my doc
 
FML. just fuck it. other people have family for times like this, I just have a big black hole.