day 30

day 30 (for the 2nd time) i passed two weeks, i did one 46 days and this my 2nd bigattempt, i can honestly the thought of gambling, sickens me and scares me to my core, oh how i wish i tacked this mofo a long time ago, but so be it, here i am, happy and safe, and secure and i dont pretend to be in recovery like i did before "try to white knuckle it" i could really care less...its a new feeling, i have a good sense it will take me to the next level. xxoo everyone