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Well depression and physical pain keep from moving forward.  It sucks.  To tired to do anything about anything.  I take infrequent and small steps forward.  I have a fridge and cupboard full of my favorite foods but am too tired and apathetic to eat anything.  Work, as far as professionalism, is going great.  I have a young dog that follows me like a puppy, literally.  My son is successful these days.  I just wish I had energy to have friends and go out and have fun.  Wish I had money to buy a bed to sleep in.  Sleeping on the floor is starting to get old, and I don't think its helping my pain.  I have to give up my car this month.