Well I'm not sure what to write but I feel the need to write something. Right now my relationship with my bf is shaky. I dint realize the miscarriage would turn my world upside down so much. Its like im a different person. I realize now that you just cant go back to being the same person you were after you go through something like this, and that its better to try and figure out who I am now and move forward then to try and go back to who I was and live in the past.