Today has been pretty good. My boyfriend and I seem to be able to talk about things better now and thats really helping move forward with my life. I got really sick with my miscarriage had had alot of doctors appointments back to back and was on bed rest. I was kind of out of commission for three weeks. I missed alot of school, but I didnt contact my teachers or anyting because everything was just too overwhelming and confusing. I'm suppose to be setting up a meeting with the dean of my school about why I was out for so long and stuff, but everytime I think about having to explain this whole miscarriage to another peron especially a stranger it makes me freak out and feel like I can't breathe. I hope the dean will be understnading becuase between the miscarriage and being sick school was just tooo much to think about and there is only so much I could handle.