today
problems are small. defeatable. i'm big and furry. defeatable, but, not if i take control of stuff. like the world, my bladder, the remote. temptation is an excuse. because it's there is no reason to drink. i'm not going to like myself afterwards. and i kinda like myself. fought for myself. why would i relenquish that ( totally amazed i spelled that right). why would i want to be someone else, when i pretty much hate people. i know me best, why act like someone i'm not, even if it's someone i think i would like to be. i ain't gonna rule the world, no one has. i ain't gonna rule the pop charts, i hate that type of music. at the end of the day i've had some laughs, i've wore myself out thinking, writing, reading, playing with the monsters. what have you. at the end of a drunk, i've spent i shouldn't have, ignored the monsters, wore myself out so that i need more sleep to do a worse job the next day. and had some laughs that i don't remember. and acted ( acted being the key word) the way i think i want to be. if i can act that way drunk. i can BE that way sober. what's the point? AND people can't keep steaking my jokes, because i'll remember them. well, some of them. what good is someone in this world who is so busy making sure i can't help myself, let alone helping other people? maybe it's egoism, but i do like helping people. new sensation for me, but who are you gonna sue? it's time for a new time. an era of , i don't know, something, i don't have all the answers, and i don't care that i don't. nobody has all the answers, no one i've ever heard of.
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