life can happen to me or i can happen to life. i am not going to sit back and wait for the next thing, i'm going to go find out what's heading down the pike. i'm tired of talk of passivity. surrendering. wasn't it surrendering that caused this trouble in the first place. i am absolutely tired of talk placing cunning upon a non-existant foe. a disease is curable. fuck treatment. fuck passivity. just because the means are not easily descernible, doesn't mean the end isn't out there. temptation is nothing without the power provided the weak. without my desires to get drunk, alcohol is just a foul tasting beverage. without my allowing it failure is merely the opposite of success, but, to now, it's been a way of life. moribund. it ends today. day five can blow me.
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