Back Again
I have found myself back at DS. I have been here before and have found support and a friend I still have contact with that had helped. I recently left my abusive husband and begun a new life (again). I have left him before and let him wiggle his way back in, but not this time. I am done.
I had let my daughter go live with her dad, which now I find myself totally alone and unsure of what to do with myself. I have moved 900 miles to be near her. (and far away from him)
I feel free of him which is relieving. Although he is still manipulating me, which I am slowly moving away from letting him get away with it, as I call him out on it.
I am also slowly getting my new apt together and settling in. Trying to figure out a new daily routine in life as I figure out how to go forward with life on my own.
Here's to a new life
I had let my daughter go live with her dad, which now I find myself totally alone and unsure of what to do with myself. I have moved 900 miles to be near her. (and far away from him)
I feel free of him which is relieving. Although he is still manipulating me, which I am slowly moving away from letting him get away with it, as I call him out on it.
I am also slowly getting my new apt together and settling in. Trying to figure out a new daily routine in life as I figure out how to go forward with life on my own.
Here's to a new life
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Past couple of days have been pretty boring. I will be looking for places to volunteer at to have some kind of social life. I am not much of a people person because of my anxiety but I think if i find something I like, It might be a good beginning
The problem with that is any town near me is about 50 miles away so that sucks the gas in my car. So kinda of a bummer.
I use to crochet. I am thinking of getting back into it. I left my blanket I had made behind. Now i need a new one!
I have a tiny library in town and need to go check it out. I enjoy reading if I can find a good book to keep my interest.
Had contact with the ex a couple of days ago and it was the poor me thing going on. and of course manipulation to the fullest trying to make me feel bad or something I don\'t know. But i am so glad I don\'t have to put up with that shit anymore. He is so \"i can\'t\" do this or that instead of \"I can\" it drives me up the wall. He just needs to get his lazy ass out and get a job, since his only source of income (ME) is gone. Ugh...makes me mad to even think about.
I guess I am just rambling getting stuff out of my head.