Woke up this morning feeling cheery for the first time since my last happy faced journal entry. Maybe it's because I might start back to work on Wednesday so I really feel free today and I also feel like I'm going somewhere. When I'm just at home with nowhere in particular to go at any particular time I feel kind of lost in a sea of time. I also decided to try and go back to my original psychiatrist, the one who diagnosed me, so I feel excited about that. I feel really safe under his care. He's expensive and anti-alternative, but I do feel super safe with him and that's what matters the most. I'm more likely to mess around with my medication if I don't respect or like my psychiatrist.