Tonight feeling agitated because we are in the midst of buying a used car and am feeling stressed about the amount of money we will spend. Both self and husband do everything at the last minute - I have a hard time with accurate money concept and he hates dealing with people. Since he hates dealing with people once we go to look at something we pretty much buy it and then later I start to understand about the implications of defects (cost of having them fixed, etc.)and I feel remorseful about not understanding about it all earlier and feel irritated that I didn't get the time to process it all and think about it in time to influence the result. It makes me feel really inadequate.

Other than this, feeling relatively flat. I'm starting to accept that I most likely will not be able to breastfeed if I am able to have a baby. This makes me feel really sad.