Started an argument with my husband this morning over something he said. He said he'd take care of something this weekend because nothing is getting done. He has the tendency to make these vague general statements which I then take really personally. So I harangued him for the next 15 minutes to half an hour while he was trying to leave for work. He always feels that I take too long to get anything done and that I don't take housework seriously enough. I'm very sensitive about this because just to begin with I have a very difficult time with housework, keeping the house neat and clean (I have in fact never successfully done it before in our 3.5 years of marriage). I was working full time and taking night classes for the past few years so had very little time to deal with the house. Now that I have my teaching credential and we've moved and I'm between work while I'm getting everything settled, I worry that I have no value because I'm not earning, so when he makes any remark that implies such a thing to me I get really upset. I've just been cussing him all morning while I was running errands and I'm still cussing him. I guess the feeling will pass eventually but I'm just really really mad.

I just got the results back from some recent bloodwork and all my levels looked good so at least I know that there's nothing wrong with me physically right now.