Went on a great hike today with one of my best friends from high school. It's so great to be back near the people who know me the best and really care about me. Built one prefab bookshelf and got an evening snack going for my hubby. Discovered that a new market nearby has really cheap prices which was a pleasant surprise. Treated myself to an inexpensive mexican pastry.

Am a little bit concerned because I have been seeing things that aren't there a bit too often. For example, I think I see someone out of the corner of my eye when I turn my head and my eyes glance past the hall. I see faces in random things such as some papers on our corkboard. I hope that something is not happening to my mind. I feel kind of scared. I wonder if it has something to do with this place bringing up too many emotions for me to deal with. I wasn't having these symptoms at all in southern California. I'll see how things go over the next few weeks. Have also been having excessively disturbing thoughts (imagining in great detail that I or my husband have been murdered or are dead), although praise be to God, not today. As long as things come and go I'm not that worried, but still a little worried.