hi everyone sorry i have not been around.  my son was hospitalized again this will be the third time since december. Also, his father just died on march 14th.  Even though there was great conflict between us I still Loved him and now i find I miss his voice.  Knowing he is not out there is hard.   Thankfully my son is handling it well.  Which gives more proof that his diagnosis is more aspergers thing then bipolar.  I guess its bitersweet. I will try to keep in touch more, but right now its kinda of hard for me.  I also just lost my job because I was not able to fulfill the hours according to my contract.