I just sitting here waiting for the doctor to call at let me know if my son is coming home. You know this could be all day I am waiting. WE have a wind advisory. The wind is freaking me out because I can hear it and sometimes shakes the house. I hope if he is coming home that they call soon because we are getting some crappy weather.Ok Nov for some awful honesty. I love my son with all my heart and miss him but there is a part of me that does not want him to come home yet. I hate admitting that. You know how most parents cant wait to get rid of there kids after summer vaction. Not me I enjoyed spending time with my son. Plus I never wanted to give him the impression that I did not want him even for a short period of time. I think it is because it has actually been quiet at my house and I have not had anything thrown at me, I have not been hit, kicked or pushed. I like that. I fear that when he comes back that it wont be long when it starts again. I fear that I am putting a lot of hope in this medicine. I feel it should work because it is the same one his uncle is on that has the same problem. So if it does not work we are back to square one. I am trying to keep myself in check, but I am telling you that if this medicine does not work I will be heart broken and disappointed as I am sure my son will be too. I just dont want him to have to struggle so much.
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