Well the visit went well with my son until I was the one that informed him that he was not coming home that the doctor says he needs to stay 7 to 10 days.  Really the doctor should of told him why do they wait for me to always give the bad news.  The doctor put him on Depacote which is what his Uncle is on for bipolar with agression.  So hopefully it will work.I feel so bad for my son he really wanted to come home and he thinks I dont want him too.  I know deep down he knows I love him but I also know that part of him believes I want him to stay at the hospital.  The doctor gave me new medication for the diabetes and cholesterol grrrrrrrr.  And I decided go back on Prozac for the depression.  So we will see how that works. I saw and talked to my sister today she said my mom talked all night and into the morning.  Really I dont know if anyone can imagine.  My sister and I life because we dont know what to do for her.  She is our mom.  She wont go and get help and wont take antidepressants because she says they make her homsidel but that was a long time ago I told there are plenty of new ones out.My sister says she is leaving when she graduates and I will have to take care of her.  This sounds awful but I just started a relationship with her again after 15 years.  I thought I could deal with her but I cant I just cant.  I guess I know one of the many subjects I will be talking about in therapy next week.  Thankfully my therapists knows how my mom can be because my mom called her a couple of months ago because of a decision I made which was basically setting up boundries with my sister.  My mom did not like it and called to complain to my therapist.  Yep she did honestly.  I was livid. I swear if I was not a mom and my son did not need me so much I swear I would be insane.  I honestly believe that is the only thing that keeps me hanging on and bringing me back from the brink of insanity.If I did not have neighbors that I grew up by and family tell me that the things I remember are right and the way my mom remembers them is wrong I would really think I was crazy there was a time I thought I was.  Ok everyone stay warm.  Hopefully I will get a good night sleep.