Ok I dont mean to sound like I am having a pity party but I am really depressed.  I know my son is where he needs to be but I miss him.  It seems like nobody wants to talk to me because they all have there own issues or are tired of hearing it.  But who do they call when they have problems.  You guesssed me.  Its like I should apologize for feeling like crap.  But when they feel like crap its ok. I know its seems like I complain a lot but honestly I really dont I am usually a positive person and look on the bright side of things and try to help others do the same. Oh well here it goes trying to take it one day at a time.