Well I fell asleep on my couch last night for reasons posted last night or was it early this morning. I work up at 6 am and I know that this is taking its toll on me. I am regretting waking my son up. I wish I could just let him sleep. Where is the son I know He seems so lost I hope I can find him I miss him so much. We use to have good time together. When he was little I use to do this ittsy bittsy spider thing up his back over his head and ended it with "the end" with push of the nose I am telling you he would giggle every morning with that. When he was grumpy I would pretend I was pulling what I called the grumpies out of his ear. I would say oh he is another one lets get it. Oh the giggles. Now I dred the mornings. I know as I sit here crying that I am depressed but hell wouldnt anyone be. Ok I am getting myself together now I will make it through this day. I will have positive thoughts oh hell this is hard I am battle weary. Ok sorry I am such a downer today. Hopefully I will come back with better news later. I hope you all have a good day.
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