Well i haven't been on here in quite some time..... just a quick update....... things are going really well.......... i am really happy that alex and i broke up.... it really did work out for the best.......ends up that he has cheated on me, i don't want to be with someone like that. All my sadness turned to anger and made it alot easier to deal with!!!!!! I'm so thankful that i'm over it already, it was hard getting through it but now that it is all said and done i'm really happy the way it all ended up!!!

definitly making myself available to new people finally after 5 1/2 years!!!  thank you to all of you who have supported and helped me though it....... my zoloft isn't working too well....... i'm tired of being on medicine, i ordered a set of dvd's and cd's from "lucinda bassett" it's from the midwest center..... it basically teaches you how to think positive..... i really want to get to the underlying issue whether then covering it up with medicine especially with the 46545184 side effects i get from it~! but i really hope everyone is well and if anyone wants to talk you know where to find me...........

PEACE!!