well really odd to say and never thought i would say it.... but i actually feel GOOD!! maybe it was alex that was weighing me down and i didn't see it.... i just feel like 50 pounds have been lifted off of me!! it's amazing! it feels great though., haven't felt like this in a long time!! feels good :) plus i think my increase of zoloft is helping too :) but for everyone else out there who is still down..... TRUST ME it gets better!! takes time and positive thinking, and maybe a little xanax!!lol but it gets better!!!