Well today is friday!! woo hoo!! :) fridays are the best! love the weekends.... i love my job, don't get me wrong but just to know that i can sleep in and do what i want is exciting :) I feel ok today.. alex is comming home sometime this weekend so it's going to be a very intresting weekend ahead of me......i'm excitited that he is comming home i haven't seen him in a whole week! but i do think i feel like the best thing for us to do at this point is for him to move back back south and do what he wants to do... he is a commitment phobe, so i really don't think he thought it all the way through with the move up here... i just don't see what the big deal is.. he needs to work and go to school and get his future figured out.... he will be able to do that here... i feel like if he goes back down south all is going to do is be the owner of his moms cafe.... whatever i dont' know whats going to happen i'm really confused right now with the whole situation.... my anxiety is ok today i went to the gym last night and really enjoyed that.... gosh i still can't believe how much that helps with stress and anxiety..... people would always tell me to excercise but i HATED it... but now it's great.... i love the elliptical machine!!! defintly beats the treadmill i HATE treadmills...lol...
so i guess thats it for now....