Wednesday, February 27, 2008

OK, not feeling so angry anymore.  I guess I need to just put sweet vibes of friendship out there and forget about anything sexual or romantic--I'm clearly not ready for it.  Feeling pretty secure within myself; I've worked out a lot of my bad feelings about my beloved brother Markee passing.  I know he's in that cool tranquil place within my own heart, gently nudging me forward (thank you, Markee).  I just get so damn bored sometimes!  Since nobody's calling with any paying work during the week, maybe I'll volunteer at a hostpital or church or something...I've got all this passion within me and need to put it somewhere!