Had fun celebrating my sister's son's 1st Bday over the weekend.  LOVE that little guy!  He's going to be very important to my life in the future, I think.  Looking into those big, sweet eyes which soak everything in, I can tell he's got wisdom beyond his years.  Otherwise, kinda boring and sedate here (which I think is how I like it, better than stressed).  Trying to dig down deep, relax, find some spirituality within myself that is of value.  I've got a lot of love within me, happy to share it here, like to share it with someone in person, like to find that sedate place of total relaxation and comfort with another human being, someone I can completely trust and admire, with some sexuality thrown in...wow, that'd be heaven, bliss...