Thank God the holidays are over!  May everyone here have a blessed and happy '08. I'm back to trying to have fun, and simply being self-sufficient (with the help of God).  I'm not going to be a hypocrite, though, and I will say that, now and then, when I'm really hurting, I choose to channel that passion and pain into my own lusts and perversions.  Self-pleasuring has been great "distraction therapy" from boredom, loneliness and depression.  It may not satisfy my emotional needs, but it sure is fun and brings a rush of healthy endorphins to all those wonderful places in my body...hey, if I can't love myself, how can I expect anyone else to, right? Hope I don't lose friends in here for being a "perv", but if I do, I do (laughs).  Hope y'all are well (especially you, kate).