Day 9 and not obsessing. My girlfriend works/lives in a bar and she needed a ride cuz she doesn't have a car nor license. I had to meet her at the bar. No biggy. I was only in there a couple minutes before we left. What I enjoyed the most was being able to help her at a drop of a hat. I didn't have to tell her I couldn't help her because of drinking.That felt really, really good. I thank God every night for giving me another day of sobriety.My sleep last night was a lot, lot better and the pricklies were not nearly as bad. I swear the pricklies drive me crazy and I wonder why I only feel them at night. I'm going to change that to thank God I only feel them at night. Grateful, grateful, grateful. Sometimes thoughts of being able to manage a few come into my mind but I'm not listening anymore. Or giving it the attention I used to. Fucking alcohol.
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