Day 9 and not obsessing.  My girlfriend works/lives in a bar and she needed a ride cuz she doesn't have a car nor license.  I had to meet her at the bar.  No biggy.  I was only in there a couple minutes before we left.  What I enjoyed the most was being able to help her at a drop of a hat.  I didn't have to tell her I couldn't help her because of drinking.That felt really, really good.  I thank God every night for giving me another day of sobriety.My sleep last night was a lot, lot better and the pricklies were not nearly as bad.  I swear the pricklies drive me crazy and I wonder why I only feel them at night.  I'm going to change that to thank God I only feel them at night. Grateful, grateful, grateful.  Sometimes thoughts of being able to manage a few come into my mind but I'm not listening anymore.  Or giving it the attention I used to.  Fucking alcohol.

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One day at a time! Hang in there- doing great!