I wanted to change my "face" to a smiley, and I almost did, but it would not have been honest. It would've been just to make other people happy. That's not such a bad thing, to fake being happy for others,,,,it's just not something I can do for myself right now.I was very productive today and that makes me feel good. I look forward to a good night's sleep-which I hope I will get. If not....oh well.....I am hoping that my one, solid week of praying for Jollyk ( Kim) brings some benefit(s). I know many alcoholics and a few drug addicts that have this whole array of friends yet I only have 2 friends and one moved out of state to Washington a year ago and the other one I am going to have to say goodbye to after 7 years. So I am sad and weak.But I was productive today and expect to be productive tomorrow. At home and work.I am also grateful I have this new job that I can wake up in the mornings to and concentrate on other things than myself.
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hi it is not the face that is on here that counts. it is the one you are looking through that counts. i smiled at everyone i met yesterday. the looks were more positive than i thought. it made me feel a bit better too. you are doing great. i meant the friendship poem when i sent it back, and to the others. yr. obd. srvnt. randy
Glad to hear that things are going well. As for the friends things change, it\'s a part of life. It\'ll be ok.