Firstly, my thanks to Cvilla...I'm sorry that she's leaving our board, but I thank you, Cvilla, for your kind words, always!  Take care and God bless...0:>)As to the day, just passed, I am getting more done in my short dreams than in my long, waking realities...when I wake up, that really shows, around me. Does anyone else ever get the feeling, sometimes, that all of their efforts just go into holding up the "stagnant, status quo?"  No one else ever gets any healthier/happier, the place you live/work in never gets any cleaner/tidier and you just wake up, feeling as tired and dispirited, as the day before w/no significantly positive/forward changes noticeable around you?  I wouldn't mind, if I thought that it was making even some "progressive," tangible difference to someone I loved...but, I see nothing, day after day, but the same, flat line...and I hear nothing but the same distresses from those that I care deeply about...the "sameness" can't be from all of them, so it must be from me...what should I be doing differently?