Update
Feeling kinda depressed today. Sky is overcast, wind is picking up, I lost 2 friends recently who simply decided to defriend me for whatever reason, I have no clue. Thinking about the ex and everything she did to me. Her bf moved back in.
Thinking about everything against me and I feel so overwelmed. I don't have anything to look forward to that I can think of except living a simple life and wondering where my next dollar is coming from.
I am physically, mentally, and emotionally tired. I feel like giving up.
I was laying down on my bed and dwelling on all my problems and my dog dropped her favorite toy in my hand because she felt so bad for me. Then she snuggled against my head and took a deep breath, like a sigh. I just wish people could be more like dogs.
I also tried to play my guitar today which is my release valve but I had trouble holding onto the pick with my reconstructed thumb. :(
My eyes are watering up so going to try to get some more rest.
Hope everyone has a good.
Thinking about everything against me and I feel so overwelmed. I don't have anything to look forward to that I can think of except living a simple life and wondering where my next dollar is coming from.
I am physically, mentally, and emotionally tired. I feel like giving up.
I was laying down on my bed and dwelling on all my problems and my dog dropped her favorite toy in my hand because she felt so bad for me. Then she snuggled against my head and took a deep breath, like a sigh. I just wish people could be more like dogs.
I also tried to play my guitar today which is my release valve but I had trouble holding onto the pick with my reconstructed thumb. :(
My eyes are watering up so going to try to get some more rest.
Hope everyone has a good.
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Hang in there, we know how you feel, but there is happiness on the other side - you have to go through it to get through it. Stay safe.
Why are you living there with them? Just asking-don\'t know if you\'ve answered before. I don\'t see how you feel better as long as your life is so entwined with hers.
We can make it through this-it sucks right now but I believe there is a better end.
Hang in there! it sounds shitty yes but it could always be worse right? much love Jessica
We are expecting the storm to hit here in a short time. Wind gusts are bending trees over and flooding has started. Atlantic City, NJ ocean waves are wild. This storm is going to be dangerous.
Bob: I will not let you go backwards. You have to put one foot in front of the other and keep moving. This situation cannot break you.
The future is possibility - adventure. Sure there will be decisions to be made along the way, but you can make it. Many of us on here have been divorced and didn\'t know what we were doing! I can tell you, it gets better and better if you will get out of the house and have coffee with others daily - get to know your neighbors and people in the community. It will make all the difference to have new friends.
Take care.
It\'s so tough-I understand about losing friends-do you dare risk a message asking them why they have defriended you?
If they dont reply they were obviously false friends all along.
How much longer will you be living with ex? I thought it was for trips to Doc? How is thumb?
Sorry about the guitar too, can you ask Doc to suggest best exercises to restor ebest function?
Sorry about all the advice- I think your dog is a wonderful friend. Rather than lying on your bed feeling sorry about everything, why not take her for a walk?
Take care.
Hugs
Dinahxxxxx
Hi Bob, I think you and I are on the same boat today. The tears ...mentally,physically and emotioally tired. Thinking you and I should jump on a new boat headed a new direction. Thinking about you sendin you hugs
Stay safe from the storm that is coming our way!
So BF is back...I wonder it you hoped to get back with the ex when he left last and thus the depression you are dealing with now????
Remember that you have the power over you....it does not depend on what the ex or bf do or offer you. Embrace that power and move toward a new life.
Hang in there. Sending gentle hugs your way
I wish people were more like dogs all so.The world wood be better off.
I agree that if you want things to get better you need to find another place to live.I know it is not easy with limited funds.Maybe if you can spend some time away from the house it will help.A library,coffee shop or comunity center.Walk the dog.Get in a routine where you go out for a little.Things will get better with time.Make a plan write it down ,what you can do to move faward.Then acomplish tihngs one thing at a time.