update

I ran 2 miles this morning, for the first time in 2 weeks and I cant help but keep wondering what it's going to take to be conistant and what's it going to take to lose the weight. I just really have a hard time with motivation.  I guess I just need someone to kick me in my ass to get me going.
I tend to fall into these ruts where I look at all the things that are wrong with my life when I should think about whats right with my life and how I can make it better.
Thats my rambling for the day!  I hope I am not too hard on myselfy.