Update.

I could not run yesterday. I had feelings of nausea all day. I think it is because I didn't get much sleep.  My dog is a bedhog lol. Plus I have been drinking way too much coffee lately.
Money is getting tight. my sales are way down for this time of year. My wife has me selling some of her collections. They are nothing that are worth very much. Macdonald happy meal toys from way back. Many cd's and 45's.  I also threw in my sheet music and my books and old college textbooks.  All are listed on amazon. I have sold a few so far but it barely makes a dent in the grocery bill.
I didn't run today. Had too much to do. I had to go the the local recycle center and pick up supplies to use for shipping.  I recycle cardboard, packing peanuts and bubble wrap.  They save the packing peanuts for me specifically because they have no other outlet for them except the garbage bin.
Dog had a seizure this morning so I got a valium into her to prevent the clusters.  Seem like everytime we mow the lawn she has one. We think they may be triggered by her allergies.
My Higher Power has been good to me but not good enough.  I need that one, big, custom order that will take care of the bills for the month. I haven't had one for a long time.
Maybe with a few prayers, things will change....who knows?