CONFUSION
I dont know if I feel frustrated or sad. I mean just thinking about the situation makes me mad but then again it really really makes me cry. I have tried to explain it to my husband but just as everything else somehow he turn that around on me or either he will bring up a subject that happend weeks ago and I thought the conversation was over. In my mind I feel he purposely picks fights at certain times and those times are when I cannot send him what he wants. Me and my husband have been friends for 16 years prior to marriage. He wasnt ready but as soon as he was arrested. he has got to get married. I wonder does he love me. what makes me wonder is those letters. how can a person sit on there bunk and write words like that to someone they supposedly love?
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First off I understand BOTH of you. I want you to go sit in the bathroom, and look around. Imagine sitting there for 23 hours a day. (that is what it\'s like in the beginning of incarceration) Many times it allows you to think and sometimes it allows you to go insane. In \"TIME\" he will move about go throughout the days perhaps working or some other activity, always on guard watching his OWN back and having mixed emotions, JUST LIKE YOU! Biggest difference, your not locked inside the walls with a thousand maniacs not knowing if today is your last day! (I;m sorry if I seem blunt, but it can take a toll on both of you) *HUGS*