I cry at night or in the early morning. I sleep very good!  I sleep like a log lol. I love this room because I can come in here and share and people understand how I feel. I do very good! However tonight I miss my dad and I cry sometimes.  If I tell my husband that he gets mad.  I cry sometimes because I miss my daughter too.  I found her picture on a web site . She looks good :)   She has lost weight and had a person redo her wardrobe!  I hope that someday she feels like calling us on the phone. I pray that some day she will come for a visit too. Our daughter told us in a text message to go home when we were on vacation in Nevada and the next day we were going to visit her for lunch . We never did see her. She told  us in a text message that she doesnt answer our phone calls because she doesnt want to talk to us???? This is wierd as I have no reason as to why. Just another hurt.oh well thank you for listening and understanding and not thinking I was crazy . I am a mother.blessings always.........facing.......†