Not much to write but I hardly ever write anymore so here goes..I am in my 21st week and already ready to have this baby.I am hot and its not even summer yet.I dont know how I will make it all summer long..Baby is doing great though.She has really started to get active the last few days.I was worried for some time but I feel better now..I am growing so I know she is tooYep-blame it on the baby..LOLTaylor is doing good.She has her LEAP test starting next week.I cant wait for that to be over with.Its very stressful.Alyse is doing well.Living on her own and loving it.Brianna is a mess.She is so fun and such a blessing to our family.Its hard to believe that in 4 months I will be the mother of FOUR girls.I cant wait though.I love my girls and Bella will be a blessing too.she will be the ending to our family.I am getting my tubes tied-AGAIN-when she is born..I have another u/s on April 9th and cant wait to see her again. I have been extra stressed lately which is not good for me or the baby.i am working on dealing with that.Sometimes I just feel like I have soooooo much going on.But God gives me the strength to get through it and keep on going..Victor and I had a good heart to heart talk the other night.I felt so much better after that.My self esteem is shot and the pregnancy hormones are not helping at all.He is not the easiest person to talk to but he did good and I felt 100% better afterwards.. I think thats it for now.Work is a bitch but hey Thank God I still have a job...Love you all.