I hardly ever write in my journal anymore.. Friends I am sorry that I am not around as much.I dont talk to yall,send hugs or messages and I apologize.Things are just really hectic for me right now.But I do think of all of you and miss you.. Alyse is home and doing well.She works full-time and is talking about getting her GED.She finally got rid of the bad boyfriend,after tons of drama.Taylor is fine.Doing very well in school.Getting ready for that damned LEAP test..Brianna is fine.10 months old.Walking and getting into everything.She has 4 teeth and one more on the way.Still doesnt sleep all night but hey I think I am used to it.Baby #4 is doing good (as far as I know)I go back Thursday for my 12 week appt.I get to hear the heartbeat.yesterday was my first day of no nausea and it was soooo nice.I hope its gone for good.. Thats about it for now.Just busy taking care of my kids,husband and work...