Even though I know it is best that my husband is no longer in the house I miss the good times and what I thought we had. There where so many signs that he was lying to me but I kept wanting to believe him.  I am still at the stage of the seperation that I am hoping he will get help for his addiction with the computer chat rooms and now the chatting on the phone. I know I have to let go and that if he wanted to get help he would have already. So I know I just have to get though this stage of the seperation and not miss him so much.