I would have been 10 weeks today.  It is especially hard because I took my daughter to visit my good friend who lives in town and has a boy the same age.  The love to play together.  Anyway, my friend is due in 2 weeks.  Even though I was not as pregnant as her we were excited to be pregnant at the same time and have two children that would b the same age.  She is at the point where she is not sleeping and just ready to have the baby.  Naturally, she is complaining a lot about the swelling and heaviness and so on.  I used to complain to her about my bad mornning sickness and we would comiserate together.  Now when she complains, I jst want to scream I have no baby!  I am cramping and bleading from a D and C.  I am truly happy for her and her pregnancy, I am just so jealous because she has a baby and mine is gone.