Today I feel so blah.  I slept better last night but still dreamed about babies.  I am really missing my JR right now and so wish I was still pregnant.  I got outside and did some yard work today and cleaned the house some.  Feeling a lottle more productive.  I would take the throwing up again and all those pregnancy symptoms and never complain again.  Someone once told me if you have strong symptoms (morning sickness etc.) that ment a safe baby, guess they were wrong.  This really hurts.