Today I feel so blah. I slept better last night but still dreamed about babies. I am really missing my JR right now and so wish I was still pregnant. I got outside and did some yard work today and cleaned the house some. Feeling a lottle more productive. I would take the throwing up again and all those pregnancy symptoms and never complain again. Someone once told me if you have strong symptoms (morning sickness etc.) that ment a safe baby, guess they were wrong. This really hurts.