Progress

Good news to... journal-ize(?)... today.  So.. I've had some recent discussions, and they have helped me see my life in another, much different way.  Not so much as to where I am right now, but more as to where I could be in the future.  It's been a couple days, nothing to write home about, but I'm making much better decisions overall.  I'm going to look at my choices from now on, and instead of choosing what is best for me at any given moment, I'm going to choose whats best for those around me as well... something I don't always do.  I need to not be selfish... I think this potential relationship could really grow into something more special than it already is, and that prospect is very cool indeed.  So I will continue on, as I'm really feeling good about my self control, and I know I can do this! Hoo-ray!  :p