The pain is terrible! I am pretty much bound to a chair now and I hate it. Everyone keeps telling that I am too young to deal with this bull shit. They think they are actually telling me something I didn't know.I broke down and took my kids to Disneyland on the spur of the moment. My life is becoming shorter and shorter everyday I am alive, so I said "I am tired of being responisble in paying the bills, the debts will always be there. I am not always going to be able to take my kids to Disneyland." My son didn't even remember it. I urge you to take a look at the pictures.