Been so busy with work and traveling that I haven't been on here in forever. Overall things are going better. Life is a little brighter. I'm in a good cycle again. Almost like clockwork. I keep meaning to talk to my doctor bout the cycles that I go through but haven't gotten a chance yet. There also is this wierd growth thing on my back that showed up a few years ago that I believe has gotten bigger and now has wierd white spots in it. My doctor has me coming in asap to check for skin cancer. SO that sucks... I'm gaining weight like mad. I'm up to 115 now. It's freaky. Ummm.... I dunno. That's about it I guess. Life is life.