i have cried everyday since i found out that i have "pcos".  my husband is very upset about it too,  sometimes i feel that i have ot try and be strong for both of us, but right now it is to much to handle.  evr since i was a little girl i have always had the feeling that i would never have any kids of my own,  nd finding out that it most likely true has just sent me in a hole, i don't what to do i'm scared and i just want to lay down and never get up.  it feels pointless for me to be here,  because weren't we put here to populate and now i find out that i can't.