6 weeks post Op today....

Wow I can't believe I'm at this milestone already! Its important as it signifies that I'm over the worst of it all now and officially mostly healed up.... Wow! This is when people go back to work and resume their busy lives once again after this brief hiatus we all have after surgery...... I'm not sure how I really feel about all this..... On Thursday I go for my post Op appt and find out the good or the bad about what they found inside of me and what they did.... I have to ask about my bladder pain which US still an issue and see what he did to it?I'm sick of taking meds for it that don't work...... What did he do......? Today I woke up feeling really down.... Wether its my remainding ovary struggling away trying 2 do the work of two, or what I don't know? I hope this is normal, I don't know.... I'm just real sad inside... Way down deep......