6 weeks 4 days

Today is definitely not my day, from my hubby and I having a major fight last night and him packing his things and leaving to my 4 years old nephew throwing a big tantrum while trying to get him ready for school today, to almost getting hit by a crazy driver, to being late for work this day just began and I am sooo stress and emotional right now uugghhh, just wish I was home under the covers fast asleep. I am trying to be strong for my little Lili Pea Berry, but today I feel sooo defeated and so emotional. Only 3 days before my ultrasound and I am really looking forward to it, God please help me I need you more now than ever, just wish my heart can stop beating so fast breathing through my nose is not working uugghhhh