6 week antibiotic.....

so the ENT's nurse called me yesterday and i started the 6 week antibiotic yesterday.....it's something i haven't been on since i was younger...like since grade school i think.....i don't remember why i stopped it, either.....i just hope this 6 weeks goes by fast and then i'll be able to just get the stupid surgery.....i would have rather done the surgery instead of this stupid antibiotic, because it hasn't worked before....my head and ears and constantly in pain because of the stupid sinus pressure.....it's killing me.....i just hate this!!!!!!!!!!!