6 weeks

Well today I'm 6 weeks. It feels like its been forever since I found out I was pregnant even though its only been 2 weeks. I'm starting to get very excited about my appointment. I guess I'm trying to tell myself this time everything is going to be ok. All the other ultrasound revealed there was a problem from the beginning. Either it wasnt big enough or something. So I'm praying everything is ok and growing on track this time. Everything this time has just been sooooo different from all the other times. So I think thats a good thing. I did have some cramps lastnight only for a min. or so. This might be TMI but I think its where I've been constipated and then I have to take fiber and then Im in the bathroom the whole next day then I'll get constipated again. Its like that everytime I get pregnant. I've tried everything increasing my water intake which I drink alot of anyways, eating more fresh greens. Nothing works. So I drink a 8oz glass of water with a teaspoon on fibersure in it. Plus every since the very first time I got pregnant I've had hemroids and they are acting up again and hurt really bad sometimes. I'm just a mess. But my other miscarriages I didnt cramp first, I usually spot first then the cramps come hours later. So I think the cramps are ok. Well I let you guys know Monday how it goes. My regular RE is on vacation so I have to see the OBGYN that works with him. Thats ok though she knows what she's doing. Still I just feel more comfortable with him. He knows all my history and what Ive been through. Well I'll talk to you guys Monday have a great weekend. Hugs and luv, Monica.